It was a long time...

I wasn't writing here for a long time... - sorry for that. :)
But now I'm here to write to you about my feelings. 

I' VE JUST BROKE UP WITH MY BEST FRIEND.

We were best friends for 8 years. I don't know what to do with it. I'm just sinking like in Justin's song -  Cold water. She was first person I trust, I told about my problems, I promised anything, I hurt, I begged, I cried because of... It would took me a long time to tell ya bout everything.

All of it just terrifying me.

Judge? Or not to judge? That's the question

If you don't know me - don't judge me.

This sentence makes me laugh. It doesn't work that way. PEOPLE WILL JUDGE YOU ANYTHING YOU DO. Sorry for this truth if you was thinking other way. All of us have eyes to see and brain to think. So we use it. Some people less than others but rather everyone use it. And if you think that when I see you when you do terrible things to somebody - yes I will judge you. I know, I can be often wrong but believe me - noone want to hear what seems to be your problem. Everyone only wants to have new subject to talk about.

Also don't think I am like that. I just wanted you to know that not everyone is going to understand ya.

Anyway there are some people, which are with this sentence making their minds calm. You know - if you do something wrong you will have guilty conscience. But keep calm - you're not like this - they just don't know ya so they couldn't judge you. (REALLY PALPABLE SARCASM) 
If you don't want to be judged - don't do things that you can be judged by. This is a little tip from me.

But remember - I cannot change your life. I don't wanna change your life. I'm just honest. Sometimes I can.

Now I am just talking without sense so it's the best moment for end this post.
Love ya!

XOXO, ALEX

I'm weird.

I am writing my second post today.
Nearly two seconds earlier I was angry for children that were calling to my house to ask for something stupid. It's really annoying when you must get up from your warm bed and walk on cold floor only because someone has got nothing to do and have stupid ideas.
Don't think I am rude, please - I wasn't mean to them.  I just saying what I am thinking at the moment. 
Clearly I have this blog cause of it. I just want to say something I am thinking about sometimes.
All for now
Sorry for my mistakes. You can laugh about them, I know I will sometime too.
See ya.

XOXO, ALEX

Say Hi!

Hello Everyone!
So today in this post I just wanted you to know WHO AM I. Clearly - I don't know how to answer to this question, not yet. But seriously - I am fifteen years old girl from Poland, who loves books, tea, long, rainy, autumn afternoons and Orange is the new black, serial. Really, I don't know what is in this serial... I mean it isn't teaching, it isn't touching (you know, it doesn't make me cry), it isn't realistic (but what I know about life in prison?!). So I don't know what think about that serial, cause it haven't got things I like in serials, but I am watching it passionately. It's strange.
Know I am going to third class in intermidate school and I don't know english language properly but I really want to learn how to speak fluently so I try with writing a blog in this language.
If someone will read this blog - Have a nice day! (And don't be angry or embarrassed about my english please - I know I must work with it)

XOXO, ALEX